Well,
I'm back from a vacation to the Riviera Maya with my husband feeling refreshed
and renewed :). Oh, and still wanting to
be a mom just as much as ever. No matter
where we are in the world or what we're doing, it still seems that thoughts of
a baby pop up constantly. When I ate
something I knew I wasn't supposed to (hey, it was a vacation after all), felt
a cramp in my stomach, saw a cute kid walk by...etc, etc...I was once again
reminded of our continued journey to become parents. And having Steve 24 hours a day for 6 days
with no other distractions even enhanced those thoughts because it gave us the
chance to reflect on what's been going on more.
As much as I sometimes wish I could just take a mental detour from this
road I'm traveling, I don't think it would be possible to take a break from
something your heart desires so much. It's
a desire that permeates everything I do.
And if my desire is that great, I realize that when my prayers are answered
it will probably result in unspeakable joy that I can't even fathom right
now. So my prayer today is for all of
you who are also trying to become mommies and daddies - that you would
experience unspeakable joy sooner rather than later :).
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